Transmasc things again..

[grim cypress]

Tw(but not really): gender dysphoria

I feel like I’ll never be able to connect with cis gay men. I look at gay couples left and right and all I feel in my chest is jealousy. Why do they get to live as who they are while I’m stuck in this body I don’t want? Why wasn’t I born a boy like they were? Why do I have to suffer until I can get hormones? And I know that even if I do get hormones and surgeries and everything I still won’t be viewed as just a man. I’ll always be the trans guy. The ‘woman who thinks she’s a man’. The daughter, not the son. I’m tired.

[errant cobalt]

Hey sorry no one replied to this but I’m sorry about it deeply,I get it a lot like relatable wise I feel like this frequently myself almost word for word.
Especially with transphobes but even if I don’t say as much I just want you to know that you are a man to me and most people and the people yoy genuinely love and love yoy back will view you that way.
I’m extra sorry no one replied to this especially if you were looking for help.

[grim cypress]

You don’t have to apologise for not replying earlier ^^ I used to be like this too, but you’re not responsible for everyone’s happiness. It’s okay to miss a thread or two or ignore someone you can’t help. Thanks for noticing this and replying though, I appreciate it:))

[errant cobalt]

Nah I’m new here I was scrolling down here and I noticed this,it’s not that I in specific couldn’t reply it’s just I felt sorry nobody in general replied and I assume you felt atleast a bit anxious or sad cause of that I’d get it.

[grim cypress]

Honestly I’d forgotten this post even existed 😭 but yeah thx for replying anyways lol

[errant cobalt]

Do you want to talk on this more if you want to or still feel like this

[grim cypress]

Dw about it, im fine now ^^ thx for offering though! I’m also available if you need someone to talk to!

[errant cobalt]

Thanks I honestly just felt myself seen but the reverse sex with you word for word like I feel you a lot man

Especially on the part on “why did they have to be a man but not me” especially cause like I get that a lot especially if it’s a person I dislike a lot

[grim cypress]

It’s nice to know you’re not alone yk

Dw twin we’ll get through this 🥹🙏

[errant cobalt]

I’m hoping 2 more years til I get an appointment on hrt

Wbu?

[grim cypress]

I still have some time to go for that lol