Hi so um I've felt this way for a very long time and it's only got worse and idk I don't wanna go but It hurts like so bad and I'm so scared that I'm unlovable and I won't amount to anything ever and idk I just want a way out but I don't wanna go.
#Tw suicide ideation
orchid delta
open pier
I had those same problems when i was a bit younger
But then i thought of all of the people that would miss me if i was gone
And even if you think you dont have anyone, im willing to be here for you
orchid delta
It just feels as if no one will love me again and maybe I deserved when my ex would cheat on me or yell at me or just be a dick to me I thought I deserved it and idk In a way I feel like I still do because I feel like that was my chance at love even if he is an asshole
And that I should've put up with it
Because he's the only one who would put up with me
open pier
It just feels as if no one will love me again and maybe I deserved when my ex wo...
You dont deserve not being loved
You derserve happyness
orchid delta
I'm just scared that no one will be happy with me