Wake up, brush my teeth, comb my hair, get dressed, go to school, come back home, eat lunch, do homework, play videogames, go to the gym, take a shower, go to sleep. Repeat.
I love my life and i am grateful for it but i am sick of this, i have nothing to look forward, not a partner or a hang out, i just want to stay in bed, reflect, think about it. I just wanna rest eternally, suspended in mid air, touching the clouds feeling the wind rush around my body while just resting. I just wanna rest on the grass, looking at the clouds, feeling the water inside of them sting me while i touch them with my hand. I just wanna rest, driving a car on a highway that never ends and feel the steering wheel vibrations from the road under my palms. I just wanna rest, on the asphalt, feeling the hard hot summer day concrete cook me and keep me warm.
I feel like everyday everything all i do is gonna be for nothing, every time i put effort in something the outcome doesn't change, people only appreciate me when i do something well but as soon as i do wrong i lose them.
I do kind things everyday so that my existence isn't wasted, things from telling an old lady that a coin fell from her purse to teaching a disabled kid how to play ping-pong, but people don't see that, and i am happy that they don't because i don't like being the center of attention, i just love to live life, to give hope to others, to help people that i know or that i don't, but I wish somebody did that for me sometimes.
#I just wanna rest
olive halo
fiery condor
Wake up, brush my teeth, comb my hair, get dressed, go to school, come back home...
You should become a writer, this is phenomenal. Turn that boredom into time with either writing a book or becoming a poet. You've got an actual talent for it, and I'm not saying this to be kind. Bravo.
olive halo
You should become a writer, this is phenomenal. Turn that boredom into time with...
tbh i got kinds carried away and forgot i was sad
fiery condor
That's the best thing about writing, it turns any emotion and puts it on paper instead of being inside yourself.
Seriously, consider what I've said to you.
You've got a talent that Is rare, and I believe you have a really good shot later on in life, or even now.
olive halo
You've got a talent that Is rare, and I believe you have a really good shot late...
thank you bro
fiery condor
No, thank you. Seriously, made my day reading that. And I hope you find life more interesting soon enough, opportunities will come and they will make life a bundle of a confusing mess. That should hopefully spice up life a little bit for you.