#im screwed and scared

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rustic orchid
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wow... 3rd vent this week and its only wednesday... anyways--

my mums found my ||scars|| on my upper arm. my mums found my ||scars|| on my upper arm. my mums found my ||scars|| on my upper arm.

shes telling my dad and shes taking me to the doctors tomorrow

i dont wanna do this, i really dont wanna go.

i feel like theyre gonna send me away or get me a therapist and i dont want to.

i hate speaking to people.

i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

plush dragon
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It's scary, and I hated it too and still do to this day. But they just want to help, your parents are scared to death themselves.

How about just going there, and if you don't like it at all just ask to leave. They have no right to keep you there, and they should go at a pace you're comfortable with.

Pushing you is the last thing they should be doing.

This is a very big If but if you want to talk about your problems to me, I'd be happy to listen. I won't give advice if you don't want me too, I won't talk to anybody else about it, I swear.

I've been through what you're going through, infact I still am. Although If I could help you in anyway, I feel it'd make both of us feel better. I'm always online.

carmine fox
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The doctors are who are going to help you. It's terrifying at first, I know, but I swear finding a good therapy will be good, you'll find a therapist who you're comfortable talking to, truely. And don't get discouraged if your first therapist isn't a fit. There are tons of kind, qualified people who can help you. Go at your own pace

I wish you the best!!
You've got this

gusty tartan