I have tried so hard to stay in the school I am in despite untreated depression, I definitely have some sort of trauma related thing going on but refuse to talk to my therapist about it because I don't trust him. My parents keep pressuring me and that only made things worse, I only will get 4 hours to myself, I won't be able to see friends anymore, I hardly can talk to them aside the total of one hour free that I can spend with friends. I don't think I care, I want my friends to be happy and live and would do anything for them but, I don't think I would feel anything if I was to die, I don't think I care. I don't think I will be able to stay in the same school, everything is just too much. I have gone to 5 different in-person schools, I don't think I can handle another switch. The person I trust most in this world I have only known for a year.
#I don't know what I can do, I don't know if I care to do anything, I feel empty
mighty yew
I don't know why I'm even posting this, it's not like it's going to do anything but either get me bad advice or make me talk about things that make me uncomfortable.
Probably both
ripe kernel
i'll try my best to not say anuthing that makes you uncomfortable and honestly i can't promise i won't give you bad advice but i'll try my best
chrome onyx
Your friends are there for you they will help you if not them we will but keep moving on you are brave and loved