Idk atp I despise myself for looking the way I do. I wish I could just be normal. Why do I have to watch other teenage cis boys live their lives as cis boys while I’m stuck in this stupid body wasting my best years? Nobody will ever view me as a real man. I’ll always be the trans boy. The person who thinks they’re a man. The ‘biologically a girl’. I hate this so much. I wish I could have been born a man. Life would have been so much easier if I was.
I know none of my friends perceive me as a man. I’m just ‘the trans guy’. I hate myself so much. I just want to look in the mirror and see me, not the person I’m pretending to be.