unborn bison
Lwk, it sound dumb and like a lie, but it's true.
It was like 3 days ago, and i stood at the bridge of my town. I wanted to drown myself in the cold, while also being able to "fly" for hell, even 5 seconds would be nice. It was already late and the streets are empty because we have winter holidays here and most people travelled away for the week. It mostly already got dark at 4 PM here, when most children come from the primary school (holiday care center or whatever it's called). There was this kid, maybe the age of 8-9, a very sweet girl that walked past me. Tho, she kinda stopped when she asked me what i'm doing, because i already sat at the edge of the bridge-railing. I kinda got off, cuz i ain't pulling a su1c1de act infront of a child.
The girl then kinda started talking to me, trying to distract me and stuff, which worked a bit. But of course i'd just jump after she'd leave, but hell no, she didn't leave. Infact, she asked me to walk her home, because she's scared of the dark, and i just couldn't say no because i know how she feels. Sooo, yeah.. I pussied out and walked the kid home, while she continued talking to me, complimenting me and telling me how kind i am and i'm Worth of living.. My heart kinda melted after that, and i just couldn't bring myself to go back and jump. I felt bad, because the girl tried so hard to get me away from those thoughts and especially that bridge.
meager briar
glacial seal