#Vent ig.

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sullen spindle
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I'm a husk of who I was.
Bright.
Playful.
Happy
Independent

Now I just need someone.
I want some to read me.
I want someone to look at me and know I'm not alright.
And I just want them to hold me.
Hold me and let me cry.
Hold me and love me back.

I wish I had someone like that.
I wish people like that existed to me.
Not really sure how to feel anymore.
I wake up sick.
I go to school anxious.
I go to play pretend.
I go to force smiles, laugh hollowly.
I'm crumbling slowly and I dont know if anyone sees it.
I feel invisible.
I have no one to talk to. No one to understand.

bronze panther
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im really sorry ur feeling this way. Pretending to be okay every day sounds exhausting and lonely, it is. Wanting someone to notice and care isn’t weak, it’s human. i might not fully get everything ur I feeling, but i do see that ur hurting, and I care about u. u don’t have to hide it with me, I won't judge u

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here for u

unreal jolt
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sorry you feel that way but those people dont exist, of course i dont know your situation but you need to find yourself and step up. nobody will see your issues if you dont talk to anybody, have a positive mindset and gain control. speak to others, dont sit in a corner and weep. nobody will care for you until you start caring for yourself.

sullen spindle
sullen spindle
vale compass
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hey, i know it sounds cliche or cheesy, but maybe try going on a walk at a park, or trying a hobby. this can give you somewhere to put your energy, and who knows, maybe you'll find some people you genuinely connect with! I really hope you find some people irl who will take the time to care for you, but try to do some little things for yourself, like listening to music, or watching a comfort show.

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If you have a trusted adult in your life, even a wellbeing staff at your school, it'd be good to try and voice some of these things. this could even be writing them down and giving it to them. I'm sure that you will get better, but baby steps are good! getting better little by little does add up. :))

sullen spindle
sullen spindle
bronze panther
frank urchin
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I honestly feel the same

bronze panther
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