Vent...

[molten dome]

I'm tired of this. Simply tired. I can't take this life anymore. I didn't ask for this life.
My mother is a school principal, a Christian, and a very religious woman. Besides that, she always wants to boss me around and decide things for me.
I don't know what to do anymore. There's an argument at home every week. I hate my stepfather and I hate my mother's "decisions."

She wants me to take care of her School. She wants me to be an english teacher here at our town. She plans for me to be her servant forever. She insists EVERY SINGLE DAY that i'm gonna take care of everything. That im gonna assume "MY responsabilities" and that im going to "reciprocate her gratitude".
She always says "I WAS THE ONE WHO ADOPTED YOU, WHO TOOK CARE OF YOU. I TOOK YOU OUT OF MISERY. YOUR BIOLOGICAL MOTHER WAS A COMPLETE MISTAKE. SHE DIDNT WANT YOU, AND I OFFERED MYSELF TO RAISE YOU! I GIVE YOU A PLACE TO LIVE, FOOD TO EAT, CLOTHES TO WEAR AND I PROVIDE YOU A GREAT FUTURE AHEAD!"
INS'T THAT WHAT YOUR SUPPOSED TO DO AS A MOTHER?!?!!! By law, it is your obligation to do this.

Im just tired of everything.
Also my step-father is a complete ahh*ole. I hate everything about him.

He always complain about EVERYTHING.
also, he's a manager of an Sushi Restaurant. Which i work as a cashier there by the night shift.
He always complain that ALL I DO ALL DAY is stay "locked" in my bedroom, playing games and using my phone like a addicted freak.
BUT HELLO?! I DONT HAVE A IRL RELATIONSHIP. I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS. I DONT HAVE A "FAVOURITE PLACE TO GO" I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS AT ALL THO. I PLAY GAMES WITH MY ONLINE FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY'RE THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO AT LEAST REALLY SEEM TO CARE ABOUT ME. AND ALSO DON'T JUDGE ME ALL TIMES.

Many people say "oh, migs! But you have to say something for her!" Dude. I CAN'T.
SHE WONT LISTEN TO ANYTHING.
I AM 17 YEARS OLD, AND I TEACH ENGLISH LESSONS AT MY MOM'S COLLEGE TO THE SECOND, THIRD, FOURTH AND FIFTH GRADE BY FRIDAYS. AND EVERYDAY(excluding mondays) I WORK BY THE NIGHT SHIFT ON MY STEPDAD'S STUPID RESTAURANT ALL WEEK.

"OH, BUT YOU DIDNT SAID ANYTHING?!"
HELL YEAH I ###### DID. BUT DID THEY LISTEN? NO!
ALL THEY SAID WAS "NO! YOU ARE DOING THIS! BECAUSE WE GIVE OUR WHOLE LIFE TO RAISE YOU SO YOU HAVE TO HELP US BACK WITH SOMETHING."

I have a cousin who is 21 years old and isn't studying anything. He's already finished high school and the only thing he does is work as a waiter at the same restaurant as me.
His daughter is "poorer" or "more humble" than ours. But he has a better life, I'm sure. And I'm not afraid to say it. Also, he has a huge gaming PC that he uses all day long to play lots of games and etc.
He has a girlfriend and sometimes invites her to his home.

And his mom is not a narcissistic Freak like Mine.
She of course, bothers him about having to study something and etc.