Sorry if I might be overthinking or something.
So I broke up with my gf a while ago and I'm still attached to her were friends but I can't shake something like she's trying to get rid of me I've been thinking like what if she back talks me with her friends and i am friends with her friends but it's just like I know them not best friends and people that I have trusted before have broken that in some way and I have like no one to trust or talk to or anything and if my ex and I were to not be friends I bet 1000 bucks that I'd loose all of my friends due to them being friends with her more than me and they were friends with me before her it's just shit I don't like life.