i identify as genderfluid and am afab. i have this problem where i can never be happy or feel quite right in my body? like when i feel fem and try to dress fem i never feel like just a real girl i feel like im doing drag or playing dress up, i never just feel like a pretty girl. but when i feel masc i never feel like a guy? like no matter what baggy clothes i put on i just feel tomboyish? or femboyish? its genuinely horrible? like i should be happy because i have a pretty androgynous face but i never have put on an outfit that feels 100% me, ever. idk what does feel like me. i wish i could shapeshift. maybe i just like feeling miserable.
#i have never have felt truly comfortable in my body
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