I’m trying not to have a panic attack rn (possible trigger warning: bullying, SH, and other things) | Pridecord | Page 1

hexed portal Jan 21, 2026, 1:38 AM

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I’m trying so hard not to have a mental breakdown rn because I’m on my way to my to where I used to live so I can pick up a car. But the place I’m going is where I got severely bullied and harassed so bad that I tried to ☠️ myself multiple times and I’m terrified that I’m going to run into them and it’s going to end up in either a fist fight or me going home in a one of those padded vets that they put on mentally unstable people to stop themselves from hurting themselves. I haven’t been back in like 3-4 years but it’s still a fresh wound for me. And I’m having a minor episode of derealisation and I feel like I’m going to be sick. The public transportation system also sucks in this area so that’s not helping either. This is more of a vent thing.

sinful wing Jan 21, 2026, 2:05 PM

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I feel sorry for you to be getting bullied and what not

hexed portal Jan 24, 2026, 5:42 AM

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Thanks

sinful wing Jan 24, 2026, 11:32 AM

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It's no problem

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I use to be in that kinda situation before

hexed portal Jan 29, 2026, 8:28 PM

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Yeah I’m slowly working through it but it’s difficult

#I’m trying not to have a panic attack rn (possible trigger warning: bullying, SH, and other things)