I’m acting like an idiot constantly. I’m so irritable and I don’t know why. I keep getting mad at my own friends for minor things an honestly it’s driving me insane that I can’t just stop and think half the time.
One of them I’m just jealous of and the other one blocked me because I cursed at them for something I’m not completely even sure they did anymore.
I just hate having these stupid issues. It’s petty and I hate it. I hate my brain and I hate the fact that I was born and just now have to deal with all these issues with my damn brain. I did NOT ask to be born, let alone deal with mental issues constantly that just make me MORE irritable.