barren sable
||Dude honestly everyday things just suck and I don't know how to feel.I don't think I'm good enough for the people around me and I just want to isolate myself or just die.Every little minor inconvenience makes me want to disappear away from people.I want to self harm or honestly just die all together but I have no plans to.All this is so painful and I know I have my last mental health evaluation on Tuesday which im proud of,everything is so stressful and I want to be taken away from everything that hurts.I feel tired all day every day and its hard to make it better.No matter how bad I say it gets,nothing will happen from it.I just want to feel that care from the people closest to me.I want to feel like I belong and I want to feel like im good enough and can meet their needs.||
spring geode