I have been clean for months and months but I just can't take it anymore no one likes me
I'm all ways getting told
Do this or do that I'm sick and tired of people who treat me different
They try and act like a good friend but really they are just back stabbing friends at this point
Even in school most of my friends think they can tell me what to do or expect me to do everything for them I'm fed up with them
I'm sitting in class at the desk with my head down and with my hood on just thinking what we're doing in the way of learning wise
And my friend goes to tap me on the shoulder asking if I'm fine when I'm not really doing fine And so they call over the SSO and the SSO comes up to me and says are you ok I nod my head or shake my head no I'm not I just hate my life
I hate socialising with new teachers or new people it feels like I'm the one person that all ways gets bullied or not talking to anyone
I feel like I just diagnosed myself with social anxiety and just anxiety I stress a lot in my classes I don't finish my schoolwork half the time I just feel worthless
I always be having Shakey hand and what not
I just need advice that would be great