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I'm very sick rn and I'm told by a lot of people I'm faking it or I'm seeking attention but rn I can hardly walk, talk, or breathe and it makes it difficult for me to see why I'm not treated the same as everyone else who is in the same condition as me. My friends barely talk to me, my sister hates me, and I don't feel like I'm needed anymore! I've thought of doing SH again bc I've been stressed out and doing that help relieve the pain I feel... The s*icidal thoughts flood in when I'm ignored or yelled at so I feel like I cant take much anymore. A lot of people say I'm here for you but when I'm begging for help and need help, they're always out of reach. I want therapy but it doesn't help! My mom tells me I'm fine and I'm being over dramatic when I tell her I'm stressed out so I just keep it all to my self not telling anyone...
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