lusty karma
i want to get over my first ex but i cant. today would have been our 1 year anniversary and all ive been able to think about today is him. its killing me not being over him but no matter what i try to do to get over him. nothing is working. i hate this feeling so fkn much. ive tried just waiting, ive tried new hobbies, hanging with friends more, basicly doing anything to distract myself. but none of that has worked. i hate it. i still love him so much that it physicaly hurts that i cant be with him. it honestly feels like grief. i hate this feeling and want it to go away. i want to move on and get over him but i cant.