I feel just a mountain of it when I reflect on my actions and stuff I do. I consider myself a disgusting disgrace, not for being queer but shit related to my past actions. I despise the way I treat my family, I switch from loving to a monster of cruelty where I start cursing them out and harassing my own damn mother. For fuck’s sake I will actively taunt and just be hateful to her by using the suicide of her brother and it disgusts me later. I fucking hate it she is a good woman but misguided in her actions. I hate it.
#Shame
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errant obsidian
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I already have 2
rustic barn
I feel just a mountain of it when I reflect on my actions and stuff I do. I cons...
What did u do?
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I’m not at liberty to tell you according to rules. All I can say is that it wasn’t illegal and morally speaking it’s in a grey zone, but clearly not abusive I would say.
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I’m not at liberty to tell you according to rules. All I can say is that it wasn...
Like discord rules or this place's rules?
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This place
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Send it in dms
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I’d prefer to not. To put it simply and nondescript it’s an addiction. It’s annoying and wastes time.
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Oh okay
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Yeah had it for a while just annoys me and causes shame.