Pressure?..

[quartz gulch]

Okay so, I’m 17 right now I’m doing level 2 college. There is so much pressure to do the assignments set. I was supposed to do them over Christmas but I got so nervous that I didn’t do the last 2 at all. I start college again on Tuesday and I’m really struggling, also my mum has been shouting at me and so has my dad constantly about a job, I just want to do well in college then a job everytime I tell them that they don’t understand, my mum said she was going to apply for every job available and not care how nervous, or worried I am. I hate that she jokes about my nervousness and social anxiety so much, I just wish I had someone to vent too daily but also I don’t wanna be a burden. I feel so lonely and trapped.

[patent ember]

Hey im so sorry that's happening and i hope things work out.It really isn't okay that they're doing that.If you need someone to vent to my dms are always open to you.

[quartz gulch]

I’m sorry for my late reply Thank you, I appreciate it. I just find it really hard rn

[patent ember]

Its completely okay and I know its really hard but I hope things get better

[quartz gulch]

Thank you and today I cried my eyes out to my mum, she said that she may have a meeting with the college about the work etc

[patent ember]

I hope all goes well<3

[quartz gulch]

Thank you💕