Every day I wonder if I am trans.. I’m more masculine than feminine.. I identify as gender fluid and I thought that was me.. but every time I seen or act feminine I play happy and convince myself I am for my grandmas sake.. but at the end of the day.. it’s when I try to act like a girl that I cry and cry until I can’t breathe.. I cry myself to sleep and pray that things will be different. My boyfriend loves me but he doesn’t know. I wake up embarrassed that my body is the way it is, I wear baggy clothes and sports bras to hide my curves and cry when my grandma forces me to put on makeup or wear a dress, I go sit in my closet and cry.. I don’t know what I am and don’t know what to do.. if anyone has advice or an opinion, I am begging you to share it..
#If I am….
lime notch
severe rampart
i am exactly the same. And i mean exactly. Im forced to wear dresses and act as a girl everyday, but even tho im genderfluid, i feel more masc than anything. If i could give any advice it wiuld bw to just hold on. Wait for when your around ppl who wont force u ti be smth ur not. Kinda corny but hope it helped
lime notch
It does.. thank you…
severe rampart
ofc, glad i could help