For around the last year I've been in a state of on and off questioning my gender identity. Sometimes I feel like I'm cis, sometimes I don't know what I am. A few times I say I'mma demiboy. But to be honest I don't think or know if I fit the label. I was reading on a website that I think was called "the gender dysphoria bible" and at multiple times I related significantly. But I still don't know who I am or what I am. It feels like the more I try to answer the question of my gender identity the more miserable I become. At this current point I think I might be non-binary. But I honestly don't know. I've come up for name for myself that I think is preferable to my birth name (Aci). I purposefully made the name to sound for lack of a better term "softer" than my birth name while not being to feminine. I hope by posting this someone can tell me their own experience and give me advice to so that I can answer this question. (Sorry if this sounds ranty and doesn't flow well or make sense)
#I don't know what I am
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