I just cant handle life anymore. with figuring out I was trans I was scared to tell anyone.None of my parents know yet.My therapist said to me have you ever thought you might have depression.i searched up the symptoms and I have almost all of them.Ive been having the same dream Over and over and over for 7 days by now basically a week.its not even a dream its a fucking nightmare.Its unbearable at this point to wake up everyday at 2am from a nightmare that has me crying every time.I keep making random hand gestures to myself like "fuck you" or "why did you do that" and much more.I just cant if I dont respond in the next 2 days im sorry im just done the helpline wont help and just cant.Im sick of this nightmare im sick of being bullied im sick of not liking being a girl im sick of it all im sick of all of this.My friends bully me for no reason just because of ONE f1 related thing they all just say "oh my fucking god Ollie shut up about f1" or something similar like they dont talk about their obsessions to me all the time and I dont say anything.and when I do they always get mad.IM FUCKING SICK OF IT ALL.
#Cant handle this anymore
lucid walrus
river ocean
Don´t worry, you have a therapist, you have a professional, and parents right? You have people that care with you, I´m here to a civilized chat with you, just like... a new friend
lucid walrus
Don´t worry, you have a therapist, you have a professional, and parents right? Y...
Yea but therapy hasn't been on and my parents aren't supportive
I should have said that in the message
lucid walrus
if you aren´t a minor I guess
Im 13
river ocean
Looking again, this might be hard I thought u were 17 or smth but i´ll grow and find ur people 🙂