Oh God... Ive ruined my relationship, does he even love me anymore? I can't do anything but be a bad fucking boyfriend. All I do is scream and yell and make fun of my boyfriend, I don't even know if he loves me anymore. Hes so supportive and humble and I'm grumpy and disgusting.. I'm going to commit. He always apologizes to me I act like I don't care and I really, truely do. Oh I'm such a bad person I cant even love myself properly how am I supposed to love him?.. I don't even know if Im ready for a relationship. Maybe I'm just stupid.
#Am I a bad boyfriend?..
stark shale
sterile marsh
Hey, I see you. I’m here for you now.
I get that. I, well, I’m not the best in relationships either. I used to “tease” my partner and it was to the point that it genuinely made them so, so sad. They just didn’t want to tell me out of fear of me leaving him.
Please, don’t make the same mistakes I did. Go and apologize now, and since you realize it’s wrong, make it better. Try, try your hardest to love and care for him and to show him you want to do better.
And don’t commit. If you commit, you can’t ever show him you care, and you’ll leave this earth leaving him feeling like he was the problem.
And you matter, too. Even in your mistakes, you matter.
versed mason
You aren't a bad boyfriend, you just have your things (we all do, I'm pregnant, drink Grape Powerade 24/7, and run around at my job crying and eating half of the stores supply of kettle cooked jalapeno chips)