For the whole of December, it started off small, a little irritation here and there, more sad, and then it hit me like a truck. All I was doing was getting into a worse condition every day, but i still had to help the people who rely on me. Lots of people turn to me for advice/ support/ comfort and help, with anything they need/want. I do it willingly, but as soon as I need help when I start to spiral and struggle, I find it impossible to ask for that help because they rely on ME. to handle their issues, so i can't let them down by forcing my issues onto them, so instead I've just been ||cutting my wrists|| lately and starving myself as punishment.
#Trigger warning for ||SH||
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You don’t need to be punished, you’ve done nothing wrong by being sad or wanting help.