I don't even care anymore | Pridecord | Page 1

I'm over it. I don't even have the energy to off myself. Pathetic, right? This is my 600th time venting on a cellphone knowing that someone's words on the other side of a screen aren't going to help. I'm annoying, I know. And I sound like a total pick-me, but it's true. My friends must really be tired of me. My mom must be really sick of me being a "crybaby." I'm extremely hypersensitive, by the way. But I have to push it all aside because I don't want anyone to see me differently. I hate when people are mad at me, or even raise their voice just the slightest bit. (I'm hanging myself from a ceiling fan and turning it on.) I'm even considering cutting myself again. As if that'll help. I mean, it's my only option. Nothing helps. The "I'm here for you" doesn't help. The "I'm always online if you want to talk" doesn't help. "Oh, don't hurt yourself. Get help." Don't. Just... Don't. So, yeah. I just needed to say that.

#I don't even care anymore