Every night things get worse and I cant explain it.Sure throughout the day things suck but I feel like im in such a dark place at night.I feel separate from the world in a way and I just feel so fucking alone.My goal is almost reached.Make it out of this dumb fucking year then I can do what I want.I dont like feeling so tired everyday and everything seems to just go wrong but at the same time I want to make it out of the next year.I don't know what ill do yet but everything seems painful.My mindset on stuff is always fucking shifting.One moment im happy and calm.The next everything sucks and repeat.
#Nights are so frustrating
leaden basin
astral fossil
Personally i would think of night as a time for yourself and look out the window and see the beautiful stars and the moon , associate night time with beautiful things, i associate it with rest and night flowers (silverbell for example) also drinking tea helps (especially lemon for me or honey) you can also watch movies or doodle to calm you down or even rip paper , personally thats what i do if i can't sleep :D💜