I'm done with everything. I'm freaking done. I'm so mentally unstable and when I try and talk about it, I feel selfish. Like, hey, bud. No one freaking cares. And my family yelling at me and shoving me around doesn't make it better. I opened up to my mom, and I guess she didn't freaking care. I literally told her I was cutting myself, and I guess it just went through one ear and out the other. Now, I'm sitting on my bathroom floor, debating on whether I should just say bye to Earth, or if I should stay and see if I can find at least ONE person that gives me a reason to stay. Because at this paint, there's no point in living, right? "Oh, you should go tell someone!!!" No kidding. If I couldn't even come out to my mom as queen, how the heck do you expect me to tell someone that I'm on the verge of committing su1c1de? (I'm so freaking annoying.)
#I'm done :)
wind galleon
im not telling you to tell someone, i cant promise you it wont get better that way, honestly I cant promise you anything. Ive been where you are, and ive attempted and failed a lot of times, to the point that I tell myself to just do it but somehow i never actually do, ill try but never succeed. Some people dont life for the sakes of others but for the sake of themselves.
quiet sapphire
I'm so sorry for you. I can't help you, sadly.
cinder drift
You are not annoying. If your mom doesn't care about you, don't talk to her about it and immediately call 988. Please. suicide is not the answer to this.
round remnant
I'm done with everything. I'm freaking done. I'm so mentally unstable and when I...
I’m here for you. I’m sorry. I’ve suffered through a lot too, I’m not entirely sure of your struggles, but I’m here for you id you ever want to talk to someone, explain them, go through them together. You aren’t alone.
I’m sorry I don’t see this earlier, I wish I could’ve so I could help you sooner. I’m here now should you still want it.
rose tinsel
Thanks. I might consider trying therapy (if I can convince my dad)
round remnant
Thanks. I might consider trying therapy (if I can convince my dad)
What kind of man is your dad in terms of his opinion on mental health?
Cause if your mother is like that then I mean, he could be similar is why I ask
rose tinsel
Well, he doesn't live with me anymore, and I hardly am able to see him. But he's somewhat present now. And when I apologized for not checking up on him for a while (my mom guilt tripped me), telling him that I hated myself for shutting him out like that, he basically told me that I shouldn't hate myself and that he loves me. So, I'd say he's a great dad.
round remnant
Well, he doesn't live with me anymore, and I hardly am able to see him. But he's...
Then yes, ask.
I believe in you and I hope you are able to get some professional help too!
rose tinsel
Okay, I think I will. Thanks for talking to me.