Straight guys are the death of me

[cedar igloo]

Im tired. I cannot go through another straight guy friendship situation I were I fall in love and they just want my attention. I've even fallen into tik tok live guys that I don't even know. And when I try to talk to real gay guys it's just worse bc I don't like them (internalized homophobia) and bc I feel insecure

[inland narwhal]

For the internalized homophobia:

Understand it there and attempt to figure out a reason for it being there
And then accept it change yourself and move on :D
that was how we did it