I can't keep this a secret or just not do anything about it so I'm doing this so y'all can maybe help a bit. I've recently been cutting my arm with blades, pencils, and whatnot, and I recently tried to choke myself and cried in my bathroom when I failed (because I'm kinda bad at it). I have all A's and B's in school but I can't do much anymore because of it. I don't take any breaks because I have extracurricular things and I practice them way too much and then stay up all night doing homework. But I don't want to open up to anybody because it makes me feel like a burden or like I'm weak and stupid and hate being vulnerable. I can't ask questions because it makes me feel stupid as shit either. My best friend commit suicide and my other friend told me that they has suicidal thoughts but said they would talk to someone about it, but now I think they lied and I don't know what to do anymore. I have so many friends with depression who depend on me but I have nobody to depend on, and I can't take it anymore.
#Tw: sh, suicide, and others
valid flame
frigid kiln
I can't keep this a secret or just not do anything about it so I'm doing this so...
i go through that kinda thing too, if u ever wanna talk, im free mostly. Even if u just feel like venting or anything like that, i can just sit back and listen. You can lean on me if u want
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Ty
frigid kiln
yeh no rush, im free whenever
grim bone
Hyy broo i got you stay strong and don't carry this alone broo i'm here for youuu
forest plover
I can't keep this a secret or just not do anything about it so I'm doing this so...
Academic pressure is always a struggle. I hope you can get some time for yourself soon.