My nails have changed colors due to lack of vitamins and other sciencey bs
I hate the way I look, everytime I look in the mirror I feel a gag forming in my throat
I think my parents have found my private vents with my friends because they "try" to help by yelling at me to take better care of myself by threatening to make me sit at the dinner table which wouldn't do anything but make it awkward
I feel so lonely I want love and affection but I don't want to be hurt again, I just can't let her go and its so fucking stupid, its been months and im still obsessed with her
Im almost to the point of actually doing something stupid
I don't want to get hurt but I have nothing better to do, every night I end up crying to sleep.
I don't even have an actually good reason to be sad, I just am and it misses me off
#Bleh...
warm oriole
I want this to be the one post that actually gets recognized all my other rants have just been ignored