Having really bad dysphoria. (Ftm)

[grave kernel]

I hate my body so much... I hate how society dictates what I am because of my body. I don't want to be trans, I just want to be cis.. I'll never be cis and it hurts so bad, why can't I just be a cis guy...

I am stressed tf out..

Its even worse that in gay (mlm) spaces I am not welcome because apparently I am "erasing gay men" because I am not man enough...

I not allowed in anything that's for gay men, or even men in general, I am just forced to be in women's spaces and that makes me very uncomfortable.. I hate being misgendered all of the time, especially by my parents when I don't live by their standards because apparently "respect is earned"... why do they take my comfort away the second I can't do something....

[weary mirage]

If you ever want to talk about it or want to learn how to blend in more as a guy then feel free to hit my DMs ❤️

[strong mango]

Idk how to comfort you but honestly I feel the same way all the time, I’m also ftm and gay. I mean, I trust that it’ll get better for both of us.

[smoky whale]

I want to learn that,or just know about being a guy and their fashion sense

[weary mirage]

You can DM me!

[smoky whale]

Yayy

[grave kernel]

I'd love that!

My main issue is people outing me at school (especially teachers.. sigh)

[weary mirage]

we can talk in DMs about it too!

[grave kernel]

Okay! :D

[smoky whale]

Could I talk to you in DMs?

[grave kernel]

Yep!

[nocturne widget]

@grave kernel mmm I don’t really know you if you wanna we can talk I feel lonely. Also I can help you with questions… I’m not the best but I’ll try

[grave kernel]

Okay! :D