Common L from me I’m embarrassed. But I just ask myself when will I meet a person who loves me. A person who I can gift small things, a person who hugs me and kisses me, maybe someday make a family with them. Love seems easy for everyone in my social circle, maybe I’m ugly lol. 
I would love that person but I’m scared of not being loved enough, it sounds selfish yeah, but after losing my best friend I just ended shrinking like pinkie pie on that meme. If I loved someone, I would have a reason to stand up every morning, ask them about their day, if they felt happy or sad, if they ate their breakfast already, but that never happened, I’m just 16, I’m a kid, but everybody has someone to love except for me. I wish I was loved. I wish I could love someone. 

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