two of my friends are having suicidal thoughts, one keeps attempting, and the other does sh, lets name the one with the thoughts S and the other M, so S, we talk a lot, j like to comfort her, and she comforts me sometimes. but she has been getting SA’d by her cousins and her mom is emotionally immature.
M on the other hand has borderline personality disorder, which i dont know a lot about, but i try to comfort her, and she just doesnt respond, she’s been really distant on text lately, and reposting thing saying “and for my last act of love ill distance myself so it will hurt less when i do it”
i seriously cant bear to lose even just one of these friends, i already have a lot of probelm, and if they commit, im just gonna join them. im scared to lose them