relapsing (TW)

[empty lion]

i was a month clean, i cut myself again yesterday. i usually cut myself with sharp pins, and it usually breaks the skin but doesnt bleed. yesterday i used a dull needle. it bled. i dont want it to bleed. my dad would yell and scream abt how my life is perfect. but yesterday i did it and bled, and i almost did it again later in the day, (but mostly cus i was having an emotional and mental breakdown.) i just dont know what to do anymore

[signal aurora]

i have the same problem, just know that no matter what good of a life you have, you can still have problems, your valid. i promise

[empty lion]

i mean i have no one to really talk to. and i had a very bad mental breakdown last night that im still kind of embarrassed about and i kinda want to talk about it

ykw u dont have to talk to me if u dont want im just needy

[boreal rune]

Yo I can talk to u

I understand ur in a difficult situation rn and I would be happy to help

[empty lion]

oh thanks!.. no one ever really wants to talk to me

[signal aurora]

im always open if you need me

my discord is just muted so it may take me a minute