i want to cut badly

[stark merlin]

i really want to cut, I’m so depressed. i can’t do this anymore

[open mist]

No no don't do that to yourself.. Dm me if you need someone to talk to

[stark merlin]

ok thank you
I’ve done it before and I don’t want to give myself scars again but I need to cut so badly

[open mist]

Cutting is 100% not worth it, I used to do it and Im so glad I stopped

[stark merlin]

I’m happy for you- and I’m really glad you stopped ❤️
But for some reason, I just can’t resist even though I have been clean for almost a year now. And it feels like nobody (not even my mum who I love so much) is listening to me.

[open mist]

It's Good you haven't done in in almost a year but what has you feeling like this? And what things can you do to get it of your mind?

[stark merlin]

Just school and I’m just not feeling good about myself, appearance wise and intelligence wise, and I just feel worthless and useless
I guess listening to music and drawing helps somewhat.

[open mist]

You are not worthless or useless and don't feel bad about your appearance because everyone has a unique appearance that no one should be ashamed of

[stark merlin]

Thank you, so much. ❤️