#My friend killed herself.

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wide lintel
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Tw: suicide, parental abuse

Some days ago, my friend told me something that made me feel angry, I started to ignore her because I can't act like I'm fine when I'm obviously not. I only talked with her again when she told me that her parent hit her and humiliated her. He told her so many horrible things, I tried to tell her to leave her house or go to her boyfriend (she was an adult), and when we stopped talking, she never got an answer again, I ignored her, I acted childish.
I forgot about all that but then, 2 days ago (9 December), her boyfriend told me she killed herself, I got shocked, I never thought she would do it, she didn't tell anyone, she just did it. I'm feeling horrible and culprit because i acted so childish and I was an asshole with her, I wish I could go back to the past and help her and stop acting like an annoying child, what she told me wasn't something really serious, I was just being exaggerated. I miss her so much I can't stop crying, I wanted to say sorry and talk to her one last time

hoary shale
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Im sorry for your loss. Im here if you ever want to talk to me.

gilded orbit
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Grief is very hard, especially when it has just occurred, but I’m deeply sorry for your loss. I give you all of my condolences. For her and her family and everybody that was very close to her. Just saying this right now that grief is temporary. She was probably going through a lot and couldn’t take it anymore, but just now that she probably is in peace now and she’s in a greater place. Don’t blame yourself or something that had nothing to do with you because when you blame yourself, you can’t move on and with grief it takes a long time for the process to go through because I lost my grandmother in March of this year and I’m still grieving and this is my first Christmas without her. don’t let yourself down. She is probably proud of you in so many ways
and looking down on you. grief is challenging, but don’t beat yourself up because of it. I promise you will get through it. again with my deepest condolences to everybody that was close to her, may God bless you. 🫂💗

brave pagoda
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I'm so sorry for your loss. Please keep being strong.