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|| I know Im not alone with this, You might think "oh well here comes another trans person wanting to kill them selves" yea I want to die like really badly, My life is just going to hell, My gf just doesnt seem to like me anymore (I think its because my chosen name which is Kira btw) Her ex was named Kira (also trans) Idk what the odds are.
But I somehow remind her of her and today she has just fully avoided me in dms, she has sent 2 messages today, didnt ask after I asked her how she was and what she have done during the day, I have been close to just walk out on the high way (I live 2 minutes from one 100kph limit)
I have been to a therapist did not help me, school councelor didnt help me everywhere I could go too try to get help just never helped.
My latest thought Is just going 40 minutes on the highway and just jump off a bridge.
Idk what to do
this was just to get stuff off my chest. ||
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