Why do I have to fight my brain just to conciously remember about my trauma? I have forgotten them like maybe twice in the past 10 minutes and had to force myself to remember and write them down. I feel like I'm only remembering like 20% and the rest is just shoved deep in my subconscious. They are pretty bad but I don't hold myself accountable and I'm pretty healthy mentally. I've accepted every part of myself but why is my brain STILL making me bury my memories? Should I be worried or am I just being dramatic. The thought that I'm still subconsciously suppressing them even with my current healthy mental state is kinda chilling. Anyways, random rant over🗣️🗣️🗣️
#Random rant regarding traumatic experiences
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Why do I have to fight my brain just to _conciously remember_ about my trauma? I...
Why would ya wanna remember a trauma?
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Mu memory being blank is even more worrying than the bad things, but that's just my personality