cunning silo
I’ve keep this shit bottled up for too long. I’ve been so stressed and anxious this past month. I’ve been trying really hard to stay clean and sober, but it doesn’t help that the stuff I do is in the medicine cabinet in the kitchen. I’ve felt like bawling my eyes out the 3 days. I made a promise to my gf that if she didn’t vape I wouldn’t do substances, and I don’t know if I can hold up my end of the promise. I just want an escape from reality. Some place where I’m not plagued by dysphoria and can be my true self. I wanna come out to my parents but that shit is terrifying.
frosty tulip
solemn galleon