i should’ve tried to stop him from running away.. but i didnt i just stood there and watched him leave.. god my dysphoria and other things made my life bad enough but now i have to live with this guilt. im trying to keep it together but i wanna sob my eyes out and ||cvt myself to de@th.|| i already did it once.. whats another time right? he said he was gonna run away but i didn’t believe him.. i told him i feel that i only jumped into our relationship just to escape my old one.. he squeezed my shoulder and then he just left..
#its all my fault. (TW: cvtting and su!c!d@l thoughts)
digital kelp
magic cloak
i should’ve tried to stop him from running away.. but i didnt i just stood there...
Heyyyyy are you alr my friend ? Please tell me you're fine