||i tried to kms yesterday, but i failed.
Now i'm just drinking Alcohol, I lost my boyfriend yesterday bc his ex/ex friend told him i was lying and texted my mother asking about if i did, and she didnt know i was trying to kms, and she said no.
I feel like just trying again. Sure i have a daughter, but her other mom (ex girlfriend) is tryna take her away from me.
So now im just here, drinking Alcohol, hoping i get posision by it.
I need help.
I'm failing.
I'm failing as a mother.
I'm failing in everything.||