#I'm sick of this

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fiery ingot
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I don't know who to go to, so here I am. I can't fucking live like this anymore, it's sickening. I am getting to the point that I am leaving all my friends on delivered and ignoring them all. I don't know what's wrong with me but I will just start feeling scared and stressed for no reason every so often. There are so many thoughts in my head that the moment I manage to drown one out, another thought takes its place. I just want to stop thinking, stop being here, stop being stuck between "oh I'm starting to heal" and "great, I feel broken again"

fiery ingot
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I practically beg for someone to care enough to check on me, nobody does. At this point just tell me you don't give a shit and I can add you to the tally of people I have lost in the last couple months.

9 people on that list so far, 2 entire friend groups that I trusted completely, why don't you js kill me already?

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I genuinely wanted to kill myself earlier, only thing stopping me is my lack of access to pills

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Lmao who cares anyway, if my own friends don't care, why would strangers on the internet.

lime canyon
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Hi! You wanna talk?

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I have nothing better to do except studying but cba so why not help people :D

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(and Im kind of bored)

fiery ingot
lime canyon
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d-ms or here?

lime canyon
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(yes I bypass filter cus you cant type dm.s

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dms

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well now I can