I am so done with everything

[dim plank]

i just feel like i cant anymore. my mental health has been really bad lately. i don't have any friends, i do nothing all day and my family is saying "YoU arEnt PaN Be A ChRIsTIaN" and the 2 people in my family i felt like i could talk to (grandma and father) are either in a nursing home that cant communicate well or fucking dead, i don't know what to do anymore, i want to end it but don't at the same time

[brittle tusk]

you are stuck dw this is not the end wait for your turn