I just feel drained

[thorn shale]

I don’t even really have a reaction to all this shit. My life has been what I feel like is a roller coaster but I know damn well I live easy. Everybody else I feel I meet has a life thousands of times harder. I’m a goddamn jackass who doesn’t accept that objectively I live good and is convinced that my mother is awful. That’s an objective lie she does a lot of shit for me whilst admittedly having flaws and feeling like she has given up on some stuff still cares about me. My life is just kinda sad. I’m failing most of my high school core classes despite being in the dumbest ones with a legion of people trying to support me. Instead of taking advantage of that I lie and say my mother is awful and then proceed to cut myself out of spite. I’m a worthless degenerate sack of shit. I don’t have any emotion right now besides a fucking lack of it. It sucks ass. All I do is play fucking video games and sit on my ass.

[gentle olive]

Hey, I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. What you’re describing sounds incredibly heavy, and even if you think others “have it harder,” what you’re going through still matters. Pain doesn’t stop being real just because someone else is struggling too.

I hear how much guilt, frustration, and numbness you’re dealing with, and I want you to know you’re not a “worthless” anything. You’re someone who’s overwhelmed and hurting, and that’s something people can help you through, you don’t have to carry all of this alone.

Failing classes, feeling stuck, losing motivation, not knowing how to handle emotions, none of that makes you a bad person. It just means you’re stuck in a hard place right now. And the fact that you can even talk about it shows you do want things to be better.

I’m really worried when you say you’ve been cutting yourself. You deserve real support for that. Reaching out to a counselor, a trusted adult, or a mental-health professional could make a huge difference, even if it feels uncomfortable. You don’t have to be in crisis alone.

we care about you, and we are here to listen, but I also want you to have the kind of help that can actually lift some of this weight off your shoulders. You don’t have to deal with all of this by yourself.

[thorn shale]

This looks somewhat like an ai wrote it

[gentle olive]

I promise it wasn’t AI, I just always try really hard to say something comforting because I actually care about people's well being.

[thorn shale]

Yes

I get it. Just the we sounded off.

I’m doing better.