I told my family three times I'm trans and they said no

[dusty narwhal]

I'm transmasc demiboy but when I came out the first time my father said no you can't you can dress like a boy but you're not one. So I tried to "not be trans" thought it wasn't a big deal and I noticed it doesn't work like that. So I tried a second time and my father laughed at me and said no. The third time he just laughed again and my sister was telling me i was sucked up ect and weird. Since this time my sister don't stop telling "Oh yeah true you don't like girly stuff, pink becajse you want to become a boy" or things like "if you're sucked up like that it's because of your friends. They're fuck up!" Amd it's maje me feel very bad. And now I have a very bad dysphoria gender because of that. And my other sister tell me to wear dress and girly stuff amd I just want to shut her up but I can't becaise she's older than me and she's an adult and not me

[bleak scroll]

I'm sorry they're not being supportive of you, getting laughed at by family in such a way is hurtful and you don't deserve that. Know that your experience with gender is yours and rightfully so, even with their hateful attitudes this will never sway. Are you able to make friends with other queer ppl your age?

[cunning meteor]

it sucks that ppl r like that. i kinda relate, except i havent told my parents for this exact reason. But u got this, just pull through, it'll get better eventually trust me

[dusty narwhal]

Yes, I have all my friends who's supporting me :3