TW: SH

[tacit sigil]

So ive been doing sh since grade six and im i grade eight now. I though i was fine after grade seven, i was fine during the summer, but as soon as school started it got bad again. Ive been spending a lot of time alone or lonely and crying the washrooms. And sometimes when i really cant help it i sh. In class. But no one sees and no one notices, and i wish they’d see so they’ll actually start to care, but i also dont want to seem like an attention seeker? And whenever someone notices, its not the people i wished would notice. And one if my friends, the one that talks to me the most, doenst even seem to care. She knows i sh but i dont think she understands what sh is and she just brushes it off. I just wish someone would care about me.

[lone thorn]

Hey, I don't know how to help or what to say. But I can say that I understand you're struggle. I used to do the same, school life it pretty tough grade 6 was the worst year of my life and started the mental spiral today. Hasn't really gotten any better, but if you ever wanna talk to someone face to face I'll be there.

You don't have to talk if you don't want to however, it's hard to talk about your problems, I know. I usally keep things to myself and it's good that you're brave enough to tell someone even if it's in a server, it shows that you're seeking help and want to get better. That's good, if you ever want someone to vent to, I'll be there to listen. ❤️

[tacit sigil]

Thank you, i needed this 🫶🏻