Ok so i got in a really big fight with my mom last night, we both said some shit we shouldn't have. Basically I've been making my parents seem like terrible people to my friend's in her eyes and I suposse I have. I keep focusing on the bad parts but it hasn't been happen as much lately. Still, she said some shit that made me get a panic attack, and then I spent four hours trying not to SH and wanting to end it.
#TW: SH ||Sui mention|| Rant ;v;
rugged crescent
silver sapphire
If she made HER OWN CHILD want to sh or attempt suicide, she's probably a terrible person
I'm so sorry you went through that and you don't deserve it
Please don't harm yourself
I'm here if you want to discuss/vent about it
rugged crescent
shes not terrible i promise i just feel this way by default nowadays
i feel like this a lot because of my classmates and just overall life being shitty
she apologized and stated her reasoning and I understand that
and ty
quick quail
Hey @rugged crescent, me and my mom also get into arguments and fights. You are obviously stronger than me however, because self-harm is usually my outcome of choice, and it's not been a healthy way of coping for me.
If you can realize that it's an active and heated argument in the moment, I would encourage you to step away from the conflict, calm down and reassure yourself that you are capable of handling the situation, and then returning to your mom when you feel ready, to bring closure to the conflict.