#Yeah I’m accepting it atp

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rocky sphinx
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Nobody will sincerely and genuinely love me, I just gotta accept that. I’m not getting the affection I need, I’ll probably be dead before anyone cares about me, if that. It fucking hurts, but I just gotta realize that I won’t be getting the same memories of a teen romance everyone around me is getting. They’re getting partners, they are making positive memories, and I’m suffering alone knowing nobody is gonna love me for a while if at all.

I know it’s unlikely, I got 60-70 more years in me, but only about 30 of those do I have a chance, and trust me, I’m not getting that chance.

I won’t get a hug. I won’t get gifts. I won’t even get an “I love you.” non-platonically. It’s just not gonna happen. I think the sooner I accept that the sooner I accept that the better. It’s over.

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I had one chance, and I fucked that up. She broke up with me. So.

broken mantle
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I’ve been there, asking all sorts of questions about why I wasn’t loved by anyone, why didn’t anyone like me, etc. It was pessimism, fear, and social anxiety holding me back. It made me realize that I need to take action to save myself. Even if nobody loves me, I will always love myself. And I hope you’ll also be able to do so too. There’s always potential in romance, like a couple billions of people out there. Hope you’ll be okay!

rocky sphinx
rocky sphinx
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I don’t lol

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Net zero chance of anyone in this fuckass town caring anymore

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Lowk if that car hit me I wouldn’t have to deal with ts gng

broken mantle
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Yh I can’t fully be relatable but love could be great, please don’t give up just yet.

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And it’s a wide world out there, you never know what’s waiting for you.

rocky sphinx
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I’ve seen what shit does to people

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Would lowk rather die than deal with life like my family has had it

broken mantle
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Have you tried consulting a professional?

rocky sphinx
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I have 2 professionals

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And both are awesome and all, but it’s not gonna make my life better in any way

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I’m still going to be constantly harassed and treated like shit

broken mantle
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It sounds like a pretty toxic situation for you.

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Have you ever thought of leaving that place entirely?

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(Not recommending s**cide)

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Cuz if you could, there are way better places that are much more inclusive and welcoming.

rocky sphinx
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Broke as fuck and a minor

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Two more years in this hellhole at least

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More if I can’t afford to leave

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I fucking hate this place

broken mantle
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Oof, I hope everything will go well. 😅