Why am I me?… why can’t I be better at doing stuff in general, I’m not useful at all I can’t do anything by myself I’m like a little child and just absolutely useless and can’t even help my friends correctly
God I just want to die
I’ve lost so many friends. friends I couldn’t help. Friends I loved. Friends I loved dearly. I lost them because of my idiocy and stupidity.
I’m not a good person. Someone should just shoot me in the head.