Not accepted anywhere

[autumn elk]

all people care to do is judge any form of anything i do

as long as they ave something to laugh at ig

[plain mauve]

we are here for you

[autumn elk]

Idk, anytime im depressed, i always end up lashing out

as soon as i blow up, people are done with me

[plain mauve]

im sorry :C

if you wanna talk i am here

[autumn elk]

i lose friends too

and family avoids me

the friends i do have are usually too busy to talk to me

that or just avoid me too

[plain mauve]

yeah :l

im really sorry

have you talked to your family and friends about how they ignore you?

[ornate nacelle]

We do care about you :3
you can talk to me anytime you want.

[autumn elk]

I tried but they still said nothing

[autumn elk]

I see

[plain mauve]

maybe you should tell them again and tell them how you're serious about it

[autumn elk]

I have several times

It's been a whole year of that

[plain mauve]

im really sorry 😔

[autumn elk]

Well a year and a half

[ornate nacelle]

I’m so sorry

[autumn elk]

They know I have borderline intellectual functioning, PTSD, MDD, and autism

But won't talk to me till I'm "better"

[plain mauve]

:C

[autumn elk]

I mostly hate having BIF

Cus I can't teach myself cus of it nor regulate emotions

Just stuck in an endless cycle of messing everything up

I go to therapy and have since age 4

So 24 years of it

@ornate nacelle @plain mauve

[ornate nacelle]

Hm?

[autumn elk]

.

This

[plain mauve]

im sorry

i cant even imagine